Ok. It is 30/05/2012 2211.

today i worn out completely at work. don’t know why cause there ‘ve been not so many tasks today. i fucked up with requests for technical information but everything went fine after all. also i wrote a very grammatically complicated letter in english language i’m still proud about. nothing special today except for two things that are truly personal..

first my darling that i presumably in love with stayed at her parents flat for the night. i’m very disappointed about it cause - as i think about - she is supposed to overcome difficulties with me by her side. i mean she has no sleep last night preparing her home assignment and her parents flat is near her university. so after studying she stayed there. i think she should have come back home to me. Or is it egoistic shit? anyway her decision ‘ve made me feel bad. once again i think about leaving her. once again i match her with my ex.

and the second thing is that my ex coming to see me in ten minutes. she’s going to tell me about her wedding and drink tea or alcohol with me. we will see. i’m very exited about it. i miss her a little and think a lot of her recently. i just wonder what would happen if she and me were back together again. am i still in love with her?

i keep doing my english and downloaded a book for studying drawing. in the end i am going to try myself in. quite good hobby and it even may become my new life path. who knows.


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